weight - 147.2 LBS (-2.8lbs)
i disappeared again. but don't worry i have excuses. ok, so i have been at a serious plateau, i have been bouncing from 150-148 for a couple of weeks now. so i was pretty aggrivated by the whole situation. now i got a pretty good number so i'm a little happier. plus you know i'm busy and whatever. now this whole being stuck thing, is absolutely baffleing to me. i am eating good and not only that but for these 2 weeks i finally started running, and i've been pushing myself pretty hard. so i was expecting fanominal numbers. buuuuuut nothing. and then this week i haven't worked out at all and i go and lose weight, what are the odds. now i was thinking possibly i was putting on muscle, but i wasn't losing inches even, i was not a very happy camper.
but anyways, i'm going to visit my sister across country on sunday and i am stoked about that. she said i should pack my work out gear and i can join her at her boot camp, sounds like torture and fun at the same time. so maybe this can be a vacation i can lose weight on!! (but don't bet on it)
i'm starting to really like the way i look now, like i am actually able to see what is truely in the mirror. i remember when i was this weight/size before i did not think i looked like this. i had such a scewed veiw of what i actually looked like. i think that means that i am starting to get healthier (brain and body) i do still see some areas that i wish weren't so bumpy, but i am in no way freaking out about my size like i was.
i gave myself a mini goal of 140LBS by my birthday in may, so fingers crossed i make it. i have also been doing a lot of arms lately, i am such a weakling, i can't even carry matilda very well. gotta work on my mommy muscles.
i disappeared again. but don't worry i have excuses. ok, so i have been at a serious plateau, i have been bouncing from 150-148 for a couple of weeks now. so i was pretty aggrivated by the whole situation. now i got a pretty good number so i'm a little happier. plus you know i'm busy and whatever. now this whole being stuck thing, is absolutely baffleing to me. i am eating good and not only that but for these 2 weeks i finally started running, and i've been pushing myself pretty hard. so i was expecting fanominal numbers. buuuuuut nothing. and then this week i haven't worked out at all and i go and lose weight, what are the odds. now i was thinking possibly i was putting on muscle, but i wasn't losing inches even, i was not a very happy camper.
but anyways, i'm going to visit my sister across country on sunday and i am stoked about that. she said i should pack my work out gear and i can join her at her boot camp, sounds like torture and fun at the same time. so maybe this can be a vacation i can lose weight on!! (but don't bet on it)
i'm starting to really like the way i look now, like i am actually able to see what is truely in the mirror. i remember when i was this weight/size before i did not think i looked like this. i had such a scewed veiw of what i actually looked like. i think that means that i am starting to get healthier (brain and body) i do still see some areas that i wish weren't so bumpy, but i am in no way freaking out about my size like i was.
i gave myself a mini goal of 140LBS by my birthday in may, so fingers crossed i make it. i have also been doing a lot of arms lately, i am such a weakling, i can't even carry matilda very well. gotta work on my mommy muscles.
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ere is my sweaty face!! wear it proud. i'd love to see your sweaty faces. =D
ere is my sweaty face!! wear it proud. i'd love to see your sweaty faces. =D
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